In the beginning

On Monday 6th December my husband of over 28 years declared that he is leaving me for another woman. Apparently I have done nothing wrong and he still loves me but is not 'in love' with me.

His affair started around 18 months ago by 'the other woman' contacting and propositioning him on facebook. Now he is no angel as he should have said no - but why would a woman deliberately set out to break up a marriage that was not in trouble just because hers was on the rocks ? To be fair to my husband he told me after I noted that he seemed to be distant - at least I didn't find out via some other route !

We tried twice to make a go of it but both times she managed to come back into his life again opening up wounds and making him think again of her never really giving us a chance. She claims she is 'thick' but I think she targeted him as she could see what a wonderful man is he and wanted him to replace her broken marriage (by her I hasten to add). I also think she is a manipulating *****.

I still love my husband as he is my soulmate and always has been and also was my best friend. So not only has she stolen my husband, she has stolen my soulmate and my best friend.

This blog will hopefully be therapeutic for me and maybe help others who find themselves in a similar situation xx





Monday, 31 January 2011

I think this is the lowest I have felt

Nothing much to say today except I feel very very low. I had to drag myself to do everything and wasn't really bothered about my dance class or the first rehearsal of our next show. Normally I would enjoy them both but all I felt like doing was crying. I was on the verge of it with a few tears throughput the day. I have no energy and can't think straight. He texted me this morning and I responded reminding him that in the eyes of God we are married 'till death do us part'. Its now 12:50am and I've just about finished what I need to do before bed. So only six hours sleep again which will probably be un restful. I've also lost my appetite again.

Oh when when will something nice happen to cheer me up ?
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