I worked from home today so as to be able to help my daughter get ready for going back to uni tomorrow. Its the first time I've been able to work in the study for ages as usually my husband is in there. It was a nice change. Its been an ok day compared to previous ones with less tears.
I recieved a response from the manipulating ***** to my message to her. I was disgusted at what she wrote and if anything she says is true, then my husband can't love me anymore. I have had nine texts messages from him today. I responded to tell him what I thought about her message and he has been frantically trying to call me. I have not picked up and I have told him I don't want to see him and the dog tomorrow. I actually wouldn't mind seeing the dog - but what the hell would I talk to him about ? The person I am starting to see is not the husband I love - he is changing already and I'm starting to see some anger from him..... hmmmmm...... what is that all about ?
The cats are living it up without the dog :-)
It's the first day since this all started that I felt like listening to music properly again. I love music and have missed it but apart from the odd sad song I haven't been able to listen to any music. I listened to the 'happy' CD my daughter made for me. I've decided that 'my' song going forward will be 'Feeliing Good' a Nina Simone/Michael Buble song. I'm going to learn this and sing at future Karaokes :-)
I went for dinner to some really good friends tonight. It was a lovely lovely evening and they made me feel so welcome and helped me take my mind off things. I love all my friends to bits for everything they are doing to help me through this.
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