I really feel like I am just going through the motions - up early, work, home to eat, out to the theatre group, home to be on my own, bed late, can't sleep - feel sad all the time - what kind of an existance is that ?
I still can't believe he has gone. Its so difficult seeing him every night at the moment :-(
He kindly took my daughters car to have the flat tyre sorted and it ended up needing four new tyres - could have done without that!
He brought me some of the rye bread I like from Waitrose and gave it to me down at the theatre. Its kind of him to do that but so mixes up my emotions - what do I say but a pathetic thanks.
That roller coaster of emotions are still there but I'm scared I'm going to become a bitter twisted lonely woman. Sometimes I feel nothing..........
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