All in all its been a rubbish weekend mixed with a couple of good events.
After all the emotional times yesterday, today has been no better. The after show was fine though it did finish at 1pm which is early and I didn't get drunk.
This morning I again found it hard to sleep and after forcing myself to stay in bed eventually got up at 9:30am. I got a text from someone telling me that the out show for Music Hall next week was cancelled. As I didn't know about this (and I was a joint director) I had to enquire from the music hall rep and other director. Apparently I should have had a call - but I didn't so I was one of the last to find out. That annoyed me - so not a good start. Then my daughter managed to drop a cup down the stairs which shattered all over the floor. And then I managed to knock a hot frying pan with oil in it over and burnt my hand and leg. Ironically it was on my left hand on my finger with my wedding ring. As it started to swell I had to take my ring off - is someone trying to tell me something ? That along with not being able to unscrew my daughters car light to sort the indicator out was just too much. Individually each thing is small but together with my current state of mind just led to tears. I didn't get any time once again to chill out, I just seem to be running around trying to do everything,
I finished off the day helping with the youth theatre group and then going to the pub quiz with friends - we came third :-) However I came back to an empty house and am once again alone going to sleep very late )its 12:30 pm now). .I do hope I have a better week - though with some of my governor duties this week I somehow think its going to be very very stressful.
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