Another up and down day. We went today to get my car serviced and MOT, so ended up in Letchworth for a couple of hours. We went and had a drink at Costa and everytime we stop to talk it ends in tears.
We were supposed to be travelling to Birmingham this afternoon to go to the German Market and watch the Bootleg Beatles. However the weather reports were so unsure that my husband decided not to risk it. It seem like the snow hasn't come yet so we would have been OK - such a shame :-(
So tonight I've had time to reflect on what I will miss when he leaves. I will so miss having someone here to hug when I get home from work. I will miss the companionship, someone to share my good times and bad times with, the someone I trust fully to tell my inner most secrets and thoughts to without the risk of them being passed around (I've had too many instances of this in my life from so called 'friends'). I'm not sure I now have anyone that I can trust in that way anymore or ever will . I know I can't talk to my husband in that way anymore as he will likely tell 'her'.
More people have found out today and been in touch - lots of supportive words again. I was sad to find out a friend was also going through a splitting up with their partner - it so sucks ..........
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