In the beginning

On Monday 6th December my husband of over 28 years declared that he is leaving me for another woman. Apparently I have done nothing wrong and he still loves me but is not 'in love' with me.

His affair started around 18 months ago by 'the other woman' contacting and propositioning him on facebook. Now he is no angel as he should have said no - but why would a woman deliberately set out to break up a marriage that was not in trouble just because hers was on the rocks ? To be fair to my husband he told me after I noted that he seemed to be distant - at least I didn't find out via some other route !

We tried twice to make a go of it but both times she managed to come back into his life again opening up wounds and making him think again of her never really giving us a chance. She claims she is 'thick' but I think she targeted him as she could see what a wonderful man is he and wanted him to replace her broken marriage (by her I hasten to add). I also think she is a manipulating *****.

I still love my husband as he is my soulmate and always has been and also was my best friend. So not only has she stolen my husband, she has stolen my soulmate and my best friend.

This blog will hopefully be therapeutic for me and maybe help others who find themselves in a similar situation xx





Wednesday, 22 December 2010

I didn't get a text today :-(

My husband has been up to now sending me a text when he is out to say he still loves me. Today he went for lunch with 'the other woman' leaving home at around 10am. He was working in the afternoon. I didn't get that text today :-( Eventually he gave me a call at around 5pm and then didn't say he loved me at the end. It feels like that when he sees 'her' he forgets me :-(  A sign of what's to come I suspect.

Spent the day trying to keep myself occupied by christmas cooking, wrapping presents and doing my tax return ! I have to say I don't feel at all christmassy - just going through the motions.

I still really don't feel like eating much at the moment - just had a slice of bread for breakfast and some soup for dinner. Can't be bothered to make anything. I guess that might be a positive thing - losing weight. I think I have lost around half a stone without trying.

Had some nice hugs and kisses from friends at my theatre group. I'd be lost without knowing that they are around if I am particularly low.

And my daughters - well they are the main thing let for me to live for now .........
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