A late post as I have just got back from the choir concert and a celebratory curry. I wasn't sure if I would manage the concert without crying. Well I did but I had to clear my mind of everything and concentrate on the singing. My husband came and also videoed it at someones request. He told a couple more people. Actually it's been quite suprising that the news hasn't gone around the grapevine.
He went to visit her and her kids today. I've really had to work hard not to think about that. I think I have accepted that he is going but still am unhappy about it and live in hope that he will discover the grass isn't greener over the other side.
My daughter who is due to go back to uni the day before he plans to move out has said she wants him to go before so that she can watch over me on those first few days. However I'm worried she won't want to go back. I don't want that manipulating ***** to ruin her chances of her degree especially as she is in her last year. Is it wrong to want the manipulating ***** to feel like everyone hates her and scared of what I might do to her at anytime ?
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