In the beginning

On Monday 6th December my husband of over 28 years declared that he is leaving me for another woman. Apparently I have done nothing wrong and he still loves me but is not 'in love' with me.

His affair started around 18 months ago by 'the other woman' contacting and propositioning him on facebook. Now he is no angel as he should have said no - but why would a woman deliberately set out to break up a marriage that was not in trouble just because hers was on the rocks ? To be fair to my husband he told me after I noted that he seemed to be distant - at least I didn't find out via some other route !

We tried twice to make a go of it but both times she managed to come back into his life again opening up wounds and making him think again of her never really giving us a chance. She claims she is 'thick' but I think she targeted him as she could see what a wonderful man is he and wanted him to replace her broken marriage (by her I hasten to add). I also think she is a manipulating *****.

I still love my husband as he is my soulmate and always has been and also was my best friend. So not only has she stolen my husband, she has stolen my soulmate and my best friend.

This blog will hopefully be therapeutic for me and maybe help others who find themselves in a similar situation xx





Saturday, 12 March 2011

A productive day

Today was the first real productive day I have had for months. I managed to cut the grass, buy my younger daughter her first car, make a lasagna from scratch, do the ironing, order plants and veg for the garden and catch up on some OU work.

Its amazing what a nice sunny and warm day can do to improve your mood :-) It was nice to be able to hang washing out again.

Even though I have been busy it has been quiet. I'm on my own tonight so plan to get to bed a little earlier than I have been - I hope for a better night's sleep. I think I needed a day like today to feel a little more positive.

I still haven't had that sign from God and can't bring myself to go to church. That's actually quite sad for me as it used to be a big part of my life. I'm sure the folks at church are finding it hard to understand why I am not there. But I can't.......
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