In the beginning

On Monday 6th December my husband of over 28 years declared that he is leaving me for another woman. Apparently I have done nothing wrong and he still loves me but is not 'in love' with me.

His affair started around 18 months ago by 'the other woman' contacting and propositioning him on facebook. Now he is no angel as he should have said no - but why would a woman deliberately set out to break up a marriage that was not in trouble just because hers was on the rocks ? To be fair to my husband he told me after I noted that he seemed to be distant - at least I didn't find out via some other route !

We tried twice to make a go of it but both times she managed to come back into his life again opening up wounds and making him think again of her never really giving us a chance. She claims she is 'thick' but I think she targeted him as she could see what a wonderful man is he and wanted him to replace her broken marriage (by her I hasten to add). I also think she is a manipulating *****.

I still love my husband as he is my soulmate and always has been and also was my best friend. So not only has she stolen my husband, she has stolen my soulmate and my best friend.

This blog will hopefully be therapeutic for me and maybe help others who find themselves in a similar situation xx





Tuesday, 29 March 2011

Going under

Its all gone back to the start - I'm crying in the car all the time and everywhere - work and when I am out - not good. My husband is now referring to them as a couple and has told me to 'let go'. I can't - I still love him :-( I'm so tired again, my back is bad, the stuff going on in school gets worse etc.etc. Once again the only thing keeping me going is my daughters. I have no concentration at the moment which is not good for work or for my studies. I keep thinking about dying alone - old and lonely :-(

At the moment I can't see an end to this and hurt so much. He sent me a long email (for him as he said) - how can he say that he doesn't regret our marriage at all and do this ? Does she have some sort of hold on him - yes of course - but what ? What didn't I have - I'm a failure ...........
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