In the beginning

On Monday 6th December my husband of over 28 years declared that he is leaving me for another woman. Apparently I have done nothing wrong and he still loves me but is not 'in love' with me.

His affair started around 18 months ago by 'the other woman' contacting and propositioning him on facebook. Now he is no angel as he should have said no - but why would a woman deliberately set out to break up a marriage that was not in trouble just because hers was on the rocks ? To be fair to my husband he told me after I noted that he seemed to be distant - at least I didn't find out via some other route !

We tried twice to make a go of it but both times she managed to come back into his life again opening up wounds and making him think again of her never really giving us a chance. She claims she is 'thick' but I think she targeted him as she could see what a wonderful man is he and wanted him to replace her broken marriage (by her I hasten to add). I also think she is a manipulating *****.

I still love my husband as he is my soulmate and always has been and also was my best friend. So not only has she stolen my husband, she has stolen my soulmate and my best friend.

This blog will hopefully be therapeutic for me and maybe help others who find themselves in a similar situation xx





Monday, 7 March 2011

Having a bad time again

Oh dear I'm going through a bad patch again. I am missing my husband so much and feel the hate for her again. Not sure what has brought this on. Possibly because I mentioned in a return text to him that my back was bad and when I came home from work the recycling bins had been put out so I didn't have to lift them. That was a nice gesture but it has made me realise again what a wonderful man has been stolen from me by that manipulating ***** :-( also there seem to be loads of songs being played on the radio that take me back.

He told me in a fb message today that he still cries about our daughters not talking to him. It didn't have to be like this. Oh why oh why ? I have had calls from the vicar and his wife but haven't returned them bat the moment I dont want to go back. I have no faith as god has not answered me and to be honest I need Sunday mornings to do things I don't get done during the week. My life has changed so much and at the moment it is a live hate relationship. Whilst it is nice to have the freedom I miss the companionship. Oh dear oh dear .
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