I feel like a broken record the amount of times I have had to repeat to folk why my hussband left and how I feel. Speaking with a couple of friends who have both been through marriage break ups they told me that I should forget him and just think of myself. They didn't think I needed to hate him as others have said. The discussion did bring me to tears again :-( so I got a hug.
There are aspects of being 'sungle' that are fine such as being able to do what I want when I want. But there is so much that I miss about being with my husband. He is fundamentally a loving caring kind man which is what makes this so hard. He was my perfect man. I don't think I could ever find anyone else who would do for me what he did. Of course he had his faults but the pluses far outweighed them. I still hate her for taking away what I had. I hope karma will punish her.
I have a busy few weeks ahead of me travelling on business. I'm not looking forward to it.
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