Well - I've been feeling a bit more positive over the last few days :-) A friend said that the pain is starting to leave my face - and to be honest I now am not sure what I would do if he wanted to come back. I still love him and would like his companionship - I will always hate her. However I am so busy at the moment and can do what I please...... Maybe I'm ready to move on ? I didn't think I would reach this stage so quickly - its only been just over two months since he told me he was leaving me. I guess I have accepted it at last because I have been fortunate to have such wonderful friends of all ages who have cared for me. An old friend from church rang tonight and asked me to come back - said they were missing me. Thank you thank you thank you everyone - I couldn't have done this without you. I owe loads of favours and dinners :-)
I'm going away for a break with a friend next weekend - I'm really looking forward to it.
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