Today was a pamper day for me - I had my hair done and a manicure and I spent time relaxing in the bath etc. It was very odd doing that - I rarely have time or bother to spend time and money on 'me' things. It felt quite odd and I felt guilty.
Tonight I was at a couple's 25th wedding anniversary party. It was a 'posh' do and everyone dressed up. It was nice to dress up and all look smart and glitzy. I wasn't sure at first if I would go especially as it was the first time I would be at a party on my own. It helps that there are quite a few friends who are single. It was a lovely evening and the company was lovely too. It would have been tear free except one person started to talk to me about my husband and my faith - I did shed a tear and tried to move away. I did boogy quite a bit and also drank a few glasses of wine but felt sick (probably because I haven't eaten much all day) so didn't really get drunk.
My husband did text me earlier in the day to wish me a good evening. I thanked him and said it was a shame that we were not going together.
It is now 1:15 am and I really should sleep as I was up earlier than I wanted to be this morning so am now lacking sleep. Tomorrow are the auditions for our next show and I am on the audition panel so need to be wide awake.
In the beginning
On Monday 6th December my husband of over 28 years declared that he is leaving me for another woman. Apparently I have done nothing wrong and he still loves me but is not 'in love' with me.
His affair started around 18 months ago by 'the other woman' contacting and propositioning him on facebook. Now he is no angel as he should have said no - but why would a woman deliberately set out to break up a marriage that was not in trouble just because hers was on the rocks ? To be fair to my husband he told me after I noted that he seemed to be distant - at least I didn't find out via some other route !
We tried twice to make a go of it but both times she managed to come back into his life again opening up wounds and making him think again of her never really giving us a chance. She claims she is 'thick' but I think she targeted him as she could see what a wonderful man is he and wanted him to replace her broken marriage (by her I hasten to add). I also think she is a manipulating *****.
I still love my husband as he is my soulmate and always has been and also was my best friend. So not only has she stolen my husband, she has stolen my soulmate and my best friend.
This blog will hopefully be therapeutic for me and maybe help others who find themselves in a similar situation xx
His affair started around 18 months ago by 'the other woman' contacting and propositioning him on facebook. Now he is no angel as he should have said no - but why would a woman deliberately set out to break up a marriage that was not in trouble just because hers was on the rocks ? To be fair to my husband he told me after I noted that he seemed to be distant - at least I didn't find out via some other route !
We tried twice to make a go of it but both times she managed to come back into his life again opening up wounds and making him think again of her never really giving us a chance. She claims she is 'thick' but I think she targeted him as she could see what a wonderful man is he and wanted him to replace her broken marriage (by her I hasten to add). I also think she is a manipulating *****.
I still love my husband as he is my soulmate and always has been and also was my best friend. So not only has she stolen my husband, she has stolen my soulmate and my best friend.
This blog will hopefully be therapeutic for me and maybe help others who find themselves in a similar situation xx
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