Its been nice this evening as one of my daughters friends came around so they could study together. We ate together and had a lovely girly chat. I definitely like a busier house than when I am on my own. The cat woke me up again at 6:30am so I am feeling really tired now. Despite planning an early night last night it didn't happen.
I went to visit my mother in law a couple of days ago and she mentioned that someone had 'keyed' his car - possibly the other woman's husband. I thought he was OK with it all - well that is what my husband told me. I've also heard a few people say that her kids are wild and crazy. It didn't sound like that was in a good way.
I'm still struggling to understand why he would leave all he had to a complete change - an absolutely different life in loads of ways. He now has two jobs which will mean he will be working all weekend and most evenings. This means he has had to give up the plan of directing the autumn drama show at the theatre group. He is such a good actor and director, it is a shame.... we origianally met in a local drama group :-( He is leaving everything in his life for this one manipulating woman and her three wayward kids. Why would anyone do that when they had a lot to look forward to in their life which on balance was easy compared to what he is living like now. He says he still loves us all, but my daughters don't want to talk to him or see him. They say it would be awkward now.
It is almost like he is running away from his life that was ............ was it really that bad ? ..........it makes me feel so sad and upset to think that maybe that is why he has gone. What could I have done differently ???
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