Good Friends :-)

I felt so down yesterday and wasn't going to go to karaoke but friends persuaded me to. I was so glad they did - they managed to lift my depression. But I got well and truly drunk and stayed out till 3pm - so out of character for me ! Despite not having a hangover I am really really tired today. Both my daughters were worried about me being out so late  one texted to say she couldn't sleep until I was back and the other called on the phone. My good friends who I was with assured them both they would look after me.

I once again discovered good friends and people who show they care. I reflected on those who really have looked after me and who continue to look out for me. Two of those are not particularly close friends - one at work and one related to the theatre stuff I do. Both of these ladies have been through a personal break up with their partners and know what I am going through. Both of them plus some other friends have said I need to get through this in my own time and no one should be telling me to 'move on'. The consensus seems to be I haven't hit rock bottom yet and I need to get there so I can get angry with my husband and then I'll be able to rebuild my life.

I emailed the vice chair of the governors and told her I am seriously thinking of resigning as a governor as I can't cope with all that is going on there along with having to live a single life and also with work.

Here's an interesting thing. In my temper a few days ago when I blocked my husband from facebook it wiped out that we were married. Anyhow I re friended him and put him back on as my husband. He needed  to confirm that and so I fully expected him not to  - but he did ! So now we are back on facebook as married............. what do I make of that ???