Feeling a little more positive today. However my husband and the manipulating ***** still pop into my mind at the most unexpected moments. People said I should stop contact with him as it would help me move on and I think they are right. I don't get so upset when I don't see or hear him. But that is really hard bacuase I still love him......
I'm still finding it hard to fit everything in to a day and end up getting to bed late - its making me so tired. My back is still bad and doesn't seem to be improving really. It gets ok for a day or two and then plays up again.
Both my daughters are going through down times this last week - not sure if that is purely hormonal or a bit of a late reaction to their dad leaving.
I'm starting to get things I wanted to get done ages ago done, such as having a big tree in the garden chopped down and some new bras ! Yes I used to spend so little money on myself - but now I have some pretty bras. Not that anyone is going to see them apart from me, but I feel nice wearing them :-)
I have a break over the Easter week and am trying to plan what I will do that week - definitely some sorting out in the house and garden I think :-)
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