Today I had a missed call from my husband, so I texted and asked what he wanted. He wanted to call but I couldn't take a call so he eventually texted me to let me know that 'her' best friend had died. Whilst I wouldn't want this to happen to anyone, my best friend died when he walked out the door :-( So what was the point of him telling me this - well apparently because she had unblocked me on facebook so I might see things being said about this. I asked why she had unblocked me (and my daughters too!) and he firstly said he didn't know and then he said because she felt bad about blocking me. How naive can he be - why would she want me to see what she is up to ? Only to cause more me distress isn't that being manipulative ? He also apparently has asked his mother if he can bring her around - that didn't go down too well - its only been three months and my in laws have been great to me. They are still my family..... and now this is something else she wants to take from me. Like I said before she wants my life and little by little she is nibbling away to get what she wants......
I am so very tired again and very behind with everything. I am emotionally empty as I am trying to keep as upbeat as possible for my daughters and need to be able to support them as they are also emotionally affected badly. It is now over three months since he left and the bulbs I planted have just come out during the nice weather. I would have liked that to have meant a new start for me but I'm still not ready for that :-(
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