In the beginning

On Monday 6th December my husband of over 28 years declared that he is leaving me for another woman. Apparently I have done nothing wrong and he still loves me but is not 'in love' with me.

His affair started around 18 months ago by 'the other woman' contacting and propositioning him on facebook. Now he is no angel as he should have said no - but why would a woman deliberately set out to break up a marriage that was not in trouble just because hers was on the rocks ? To be fair to my husband he told me after I noted that he seemed to be distant - at least I didn't find out via some other route !

We tried twice to make a go of it but both times she managed to come back into his life again opening up wounds and making him think again of her never really giving us a chance. She claims she is 'thick' but I think she targeted him as she could see what a wonderful man is he and wanted him to replace her broken marriage (by her I hasten to add). I also think she is a manipulating *****.

I still love my husband as he is my soulmate and always has been and also was my best friend. So not only has she stolen my husband, she has stolen my soulmate and my best friend.

This blog will hopefully be therapeutic for me and maybe help others who find themselves in a similar situation xx





Thursday, 14 April 2011

I wish I had the chance!

Today's message from God........


On this day of your life, Slava, we believe God wants you to know ... that a successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.
Message from God
Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. Each time on a whole new level you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing.

so does still being in love with him but him being in love with someone else count ?

I lost my beloved iopd touch on Tuesday and am gutted - I had so much on it that it has left a big hole. This is my third hole in my life, my husband, my fav cat and now my ipod touch - maybe that will be it now and I can move on - I wish :-(

My mind keeps wondering off thinking about all kinds of things and still trying to rationalise the situation. I'm finding myself frowning a lot at the moment and am easily irritated at the moment, all not good things.

I'm off to work behind the bar for the drama show tonight. My husband is coming to watch it....... more later..
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