I'm back to being really tired again and need some sleep - I seem to be waking at silly hours again - don't know why - plus I'm having odd dreams again. I'm looking forward to having a break over the bank holiday weekends - I hope I can get some lie ins.
I worked from home this afternoon and my husband dropped by to pop the sat nav he borrowed back. He was kind enough to bring the rubbish bins back in because of my back. They had been to a memorial service for her friend who died. He made a point of showing and telling me where the service was (a very very large church) and that her ex husband who paid for it all was a multi millionaire - I said maybe you should introduce me to him..... I got no response..... was that below the belt ?
My daughter made me my dinner tonight and then we had a bit of a laugh attempting the karaoke on the wii - I was rubbish !
Not sure how I feel at the moment - everything feels a little surreal but less emotional but I'm scared that it will all start again.....
In the beginning
On Monday 6th December my husband of over 28 years declared that he is leaving me for another woman. Apparently I have done nothing wrong and he still loves me but is not 'in love' with me.
His affair started around 18 months ago by 'the other woman' contacting and propositioning him on facebook. Now he is no angel as he should have said no - but why would a woman deliberately set out to break up a marriage that was not in trouble just because hers was on the rocks ? To be fair to my husband he told me after I noted that he seemed to be distant - at least I didn't find out via some other route !
We tried twice to make a go of it but both times she managed to come back into his life again opening up wounds and making him think again of her never really giving us a chance. She claims she is 'thick' but I think she targeted him as she could see what a wonderful man is he and wanted him to replace her broken marriage (by her I hasten to add). I also think she is a manipulating *****.
I still love my husband as he is my soulmate and always has been and also was my best friend. So not only has she stolen my husband, she has stolen my soulmate and my best friend.
This blog will hopefully be therapeutic for me and maybe help others who find themselves in a similar situation xx
His affair started around 18 months ago by 'the other woman' contacting and propositioning him on facebook. Now he is no angel as he should have said no - but why would a woman deliberately set out to break up a marriage that was not in trouble just because hers was on the rocks ? To be fair to my husband he told me after I noted that he seemed to be distant - at least I didn't find out via some other route !
We tried twice to make a go of it but both times she managed to come back into his life again opening up wounds and making him think again of her never really giving us a chance. She claims she is 'thick' but I think she targeted him as she could see what a wonderful man is he and wanted him to replace her broken marriage (by her I hasten to add). I also think she is a manipulating *****.
I still love my husband as he is my soulmate and always has been and also was my best friend. So not only has she stolen my husband, she has stolen my soulmate and my best friend.
This blog will hopefully be therapeutic for me and maybe help others who find themselves in a similar situation xx
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