Well here I am again alone in the house in bed early for a change shattered after having spent most of the day on the road taking my daughter back to uni.
I managed to do the analysis for my assignment but haven't started to write it up. I have a week left before it has to go in and I have very few opportunities to work on it. I'm really worried I won't get it done.
I had a lovely evening with friends last night at a patio warming :-) I do feel awkward being without my husband at these social events and during the evening felt sad that he wasn't there.
So the cat...... I'm really beginning to hate her. When I get to bed she is right up by my head and she is waking me up between 6 and 7 in the mornings. She is lonely too because she used to hang around my husband all the time plus her sister died a few weeks ago.
I'm having weird dreams again. Had one last night about moving into a new house with people who I seemed to be related to but I didn't recognise. Then I went to this lovely place which I wanted to photograph so went back to the house to get my camera but not before noticing that people were swimming naked in this lake. On the way back to the house I noticed that the house was half under water as the tide from the sea came in. I went into the house to tell everyone and then proceeded to hunt through all the rooms to find one I liked. So strange !
I really feel on empty and emotionless at the moment. It is an odd experience having an 'I can't be bothered and don't care feeling' - not like me at all :-(
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