In the beginning

On Monday 6th December my husband of over 28 years declared that he is leaving me for another woman. Apparently I have done nothing wrong and he still loves me but is not 'in love' with me.

His affair started around 18 months ago by 'the other woman' contacting and propositioning him on facebook. Now he is no angel as he should have said no - but why would a woman deliberately set out to break up a marriage that was not in trouble just because hers was on the rocks ? To be fair to my husband he told me after I noted that he seemed to be distant - at least I didn't find out via some other route !

We tried twice to make a go of it but both times she managed to come back into his life again opening up wounds and making him think again of her never really giving us a chance. She claims she is 'thick' but I think she targeted him as she could see what a wonderful man is he and wanted him to replace her broken marriage (by her I hasten to add). I also think she is a manipulating *****.

I still love my husband as he is my soulmate and always has been and also was my best friend. So not only has she stolen my husband, she has stolen my soulmate and my best friend.

This blog will hopefully be therapeutic for me and maybe help others who find themselves in a similar situation xx





Tuesday, 24 May 2011

Lol what on earth !!!

Slava, we believe God wants you to know ... that it's time you cleansed yourself with laughter and with tears.
Message from God
Let tears take out all the agony that is hidden inside you, and let laughter ignite your contagious joy.        

I've certainly been doing the tears part for sometime now.........

I tried again today to hate him for doing this to me - I still can't but everytime I think of what the manipulating ***** has done to me I can feel the anger well up in me.

Feeling pretty alone at the moment..........even though I am with people during the day and the evening - inside I am very very alone :-(

Why was he so weak ??? Is there a life beyond this for me ??? Will I ever fine true happiness again ???
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