In the beginning

On Monday 6th December my husband of over 28 years declared that he is leaving me for another woman. Apparently I have done nothing wrong and he still loves me but is not 'in love' with me.

His affair started around 18 months ago by 'the other woman' contacting and propositioning him on facebook. Now he is no angel as he should have said no - but why would a woman deliberately set out to break up a marriage that was not in trouble just because hers was on the rocks ? To be fair to my husband he told me after I noted that he seemed to be distant - at least I didn't find out via some other route !

We tried twice to make a go of it but both times she managed to come back into his life again opening up wounds and making him think again of her never really giving us a chance. She claims she is 'thick' but I think she targeted him as she could see what a wonderful man is he and wanted him to replace her broken marriage (by her I hasten to add). I also think she is a manipulating *****.

I still love my husband as he is my soulmate and always has been and also was my best friend. So not only has she stolen my husband, she has stolen my soulmate and my best friend.

This blog will hopefully be therapeutic for me and maybe help others who find themselves in a similar situation xx





Wednesday, 25 May 2011

Feeling sad today

I don't know why but I feel sad today. I'm not really enjoying doing the show, I'm just going through the motions :-(

I realised that I have turned into a miserable, negative, not fun to be with person. I used to be so positive and able to see a way forward out of every situation. I hate being like this and I need to give myself a kick up the backside but I don't know how. I apologise to all my friends for being like this. I feel so lost.

Again someone told me that I will be grateful that he did this to me in the fullness of time and that I will be happier eventually. How ? I don't know what I want anymore and don't feel I have anyone to talk to about it. I can be with lots of people but still feel lonely inside - that so sucks. :-(
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