In the beginning

On Monday 6th December my husband of over 28 years declared that he is leaving me for another woman. Apparently I have done nothing wrong and he still loves me but is not 'in love' with me.

His affair started around 18 months ago by 'the other woman' contacting and propositioning him on facebook. Now he is no angel as he should have said no - but why would a woman deliberately set out to break up a marriage that was not in trouble just because hers was on the rocks ? To be fair to my husband he told me after I noted that he seemed to be distant - at least I didn't find out via some other route !

We tried twice to make a go of it but both times she managed to come back into his life again opening up wounds and making him think again of her never really giving us a chance. She claims she is 'thick' but I think she targeted him as she could see what a wonderful man is he and wanted him to replace her broken marriage (by her I hasten to add). I also think she is a manipulating *****.

I still love my husband as he is my soulmate and always has been and also was my best friend. So not only has she stolen my husband, she has stolen my soulmate and my best friend.

This blog will hopefully be therapeutic for me and maybe help others who find themselves in a similar situation xx





Friday, 8 July 2011

Home Alone again

Here I am on a Friday night all alone. Both the girls are out and my friends didn't want to do anything tonight. I'm feeling rather down again and I guess its because I only have myself and my thoughts which always lead to the same thing - why ?

On Wednesday I was asked by someone if my husband and my relationship had got that bad that he left. This is something I dreaded that people would think - that I am to blame - and here we are someone thinks that. They won't be the only one <sob>.

Also as I wasn't going out I popped out to get chips and bumped into someone from church who I know has been around my husband and the manipulating *****'s place. I could tell he felt very awkward about bumping into me and didn't know what to say. I guess now I'm not at church they don't normally see me - they have never been in touch since he left.

I HATE my husband for this - people think I am to blame for the break up.

I'm supposed to be going to a wedding reception tomorrow evening - don't think I will be now - I can't face people.
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