In the beginning

On Monday 6th December my husband of over 28 years declared that he is leaving me for another woman. Apparently I have done nothing wrong and he still loves me but is not 'in love' with me.

His affair started around 18 months ago by 'the other woman' contacting and propositioning him on facebook. Now he is no angel as he should have said no - but why would a woman deliberately set out to break up a marriage that was not in trouble just because hers was on the rocks ? To be fair to my husband he told me after I noted that he seemed to be distant - at least I didn't find out via some other route !

We tried twice to make a go of it but both times she managed to come back into his life again opening up wounds and making him think again of her never really giving us a chance. She claims she is 'thick' but I think she targeted him as she could see what a wonderful man is he and wanted him to replace her broken marriage (by her I hasten to add). I also think she is a manipulating *****.

I still love my husband as he is my soulmate and always has been and also was my best friend. So not only has she stolen my husband, she has stolen my soulmate and my best friend.

This blog will hopefully be therapeutic for me and maybe help others who find themselves in a similar situation xx





Thursday, 19 January 2012

Ugh

My daughters car is dangerous to drive. It stalled as she was driving tonight. It seems to be in an even worse state since we got it back. It's depressing me so much. What a rubbish set of decisions I have made. I can't think straight again my head is all muddled up. I feel crap and just want to hibernate again. I sometimes feel I am making a step forward and then something comes along and I take three back. I hate my life again. So depressed.....
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  1. Me Discovering Me22 January 2012 at 13:59

    I so wish I could wave a magic wand. Dare I suggest contacting your husband to let him know about the car trouble? You need something to cheer you up otherwise the spiral is going to keep going.

    Try to do something for you that you enjoy and build on it. Don't let the manipulating b'tch ruin absolutely everything.

    Thinking of you.
    Best wishes
    MDM

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