Yesterday was a real bitter sweet day. I was woken up in the morning by my daughter screaming that she had passed her degree and got a 2:1. She was so happy and so was I so I burst into tears. I am so proud of her and her boyfriend who also passed. My daughter went out and my husband arrived with a big bunch of flowers for her. She is not a great fan of flowers so even though it was a lovely thought and she did appreciate it you'd think her father would have known that. It's me that adores getting flowers. Anyhow he came in for a cup of tea and guess what - I ended up in tears again. I still love and miss him :-( Not long after he went I got a text from him that was intended for her ! I responded back to him and he apologised.
Despite a fairly lonely day on my own after that I went out in the evening with some friends to see another friend in his band. It was great. I had a lovely time possibly because I drank a whole bottle of wine on my own. Sadly that us becoming a habit when I go out. As I don't drink at all in the week I wonder what impact that has on my liver ? It's sad that I now feel that I need that at least once a week so I can forget my life and just have fun.
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