Well its the day before Christmas Eve. I usually love Christmas but have just been going through the motions this year. I've been on my own quite a lot this week and the mind keeps wandering again and tears flowing. Why can't it even start to feel better ?
Today has been busy doing the housework, shopping delivered, present wrapping, ironing and so on. I didn't sit down till around 6pm. I have been feeling really tired the last few days - I was going to the pub tonight but really can't be bothered :-(
The good news is I had my scan first thing this morning and the technician said she couldn't see anything amiss. So good there is nothing major - not so good as the bloating is still unexplained - probably stress.....
My daughters car is still being fixed, we won't get it back till after Christmas now. Its going to be a huge bill - I don't know if I made the right decision. Its hard not having someone to make these kind of decisions with. I asked a load of friends after the event and had mixed responses. I'm beginning to think we should have scrapped it and bought another - I guess I'll have to put that down to experience - an expensive mistake :-(
My knee which was so painful at the beginning of the week is much better but still not completely better. I hope by resting it, it will improve further.
Only nine more days till 2012 - I am hoping and trying to work out how I can make it a better year for me....
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