In the beginning

On Monday 6th December my husband of over 28 years declared that he is leaving me for another woman. Apparently I have done nothing wrong and he still loves me but is not 'in love' with me.

His affair started around 18 months ago by 'the other woman' contacting and propositioning him on facebook. Now he is no angel as he should have said no - but why would a woman deliberately set out to break up a marriage that was not in trouble just because hers was on the rocks ? To be fair to my husband he told me after I noted that he seemed to be distant - at least I didn't find out via some other route !

We tried twice to make a go of it but both times she managed to come back into his life again opening up wounds and making him think again of her never really giving us a chance. She claims she is 'thick' but I think she targeted him as she could see what a wonderful man is he and wanted him to replace her broken marriage (by her I hasten to add). I also think she is a manipulating *****.

I still love my husband as he is my soulmate and always has been and also was my best friend. So not only has she stolen my husband, she has stolen my soulmate and my best friend.

This blog will hopefully be therapeutic for me and maybe help others who find themselves in a similar situation xx





Friday, 23 September 2011

Painful plodding

I'm on my own again tonight. How much more down can one feel. I can't be bothered with anything - even changing the toilet roll - I have to force myself to do everything. If I had more courage I would end it all now. I feel betrayed and used - is this what being totally depressed and lonely feels like ? I think everyone believes I should be moving on and over it. Maybe I should, but I'm not and I still can't see any future - just plodding my way through each day - painfully - but falsely smiling.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UZjf9C6atT4

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