Once again I seem to be having trouble sleeping. I keep waking up at around 5:30am and have all kinds of thoughts going around my head. I've been doing 10 hour days at work and really feel tired. My back and knee are painful - the back because of lifting and moving heavy things.
My husband came around tonight to get me to sign a form so that he can get another of our bank accounts moved to just my name (this one is one that has money in it from the girls child allowance and which I only use for them). He then went on to tell me how they had no money and could I help with vets fees for the dog. He has finally changed his address to hers and as a consequence of that she has lost her various allowances. I guess that is a sign that he is staying with her. Whilst the post was still coming here I think I probably had some hope in my heart. He is moving on and I'm still stuck. He gave me a big hug as he left and as the Tesco man arrived as he was leaving I had to try so hard to contain the tears. I now feel really down again - and am on my own as both the girls are out. I feel so sad and the tears are falling fast and furious :-(
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