Not much change.....

Here we are at the end of March and not much has changed since my last post.

The guy I went out for a meal with called me back an suggested going out again. He said he would call to confirm......silence since then - hey ho.....

I held my first Neal's Yard party which was terrifying but I think it went ok. I have another this week so hopefully I will find that easier.

I'm still working through the finances and think I will need to earn a little more. Nothing coming through with the extra work yet so I was contemplating seeing if I can get some psychology work - but have no idea where to start to find anything more ad hoc. I'm also still humming and haaring about the coaching side of things. To be honest I am finding that I don't seem to have my get up and go in the same way. I wonder if I have lost my way somehow :-(

Today I feel poorly - I didn't sleep well last night as my chest hurt and I seem to have acquired a cold that I didn't have any initial signs of. So I'm in bed early and plan to try and have an early night. Oh and now the nose is running and the sneezing has started - rubbish ! I am recording my show tomorrow....

I've also put a little weight on over Christmas and am struggling to grit of - I don't like the way I look at the moment - though my hair looks nice, my nails are breaking and peeling.

I'm in no mans land at the moment - once I feel better I need to take a step back and reflect and find my way. Watch this space.