In the beginning

On Monday 6th December my husband of over 28 years declared that he is leaving me for another woman. Apparently I have done nothing wrong and he still loves me but is not 'in love' with me.

His affair started around 18 months ago by 'the other woman' contacting and propositioning him on facebook. Now he is no angel as he should have said no - but why would a woman deliberately set out to break up a marriage that was not in trouble just because hers was on the rocks ? To be fair to my husband he told me after I noted that he seemed to be distant - at least I didn't find out via some other route !

We tried twice to make a go of it but both times she managed to come back into his life again opening up wounds and making him think again of her never really giving us a chance. She claims she is 'thick' but I think she targeted him as she could see what a wonderful man is he and wanted him to replace her broken marriage (by her I hasten to add). I also think she is a manipulating *****.

I still love my husband as he is my soulmate and always has been and also was my best friend. So not only has she stolen my husband, she has stolen my soulmate and my best friend.

This blog will hopefully be therapeutic for me and maybe help others who find themselves in a similar situation xx





Monday, 4 June 2012

Jubilee weekend

Guess what I did this jubilee weekend - nothing I was alone all day :-( I would have so loved to celebrate in some way but going alone is no fun. I feel so sad again. Oh god I hate this so much. Work is awful at the moment so much so I don't want to be there. I seriously want to just disappear and get out of this all. I know I should be grateful for what I've got, but I really cant cope with this loneliness and feeling of not being wanted by anyone. I hate what he has done to me. He doesn't care at all probably having a lovely time with the manipulating *****. Oh god....
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