Wow it's been a whole month since I last wrote anything here. I was home alone on Valentine's day again..... I must admit I got rather fed up with all the lovey Dover stuff that everyone put on facebook. It's all very well folk wanting to declare their live for each other and showing the lovely things they got as presents, but it does make those on their own feel very unwanted :-( I did get flowers from my daughter and her boyfriend a a chocolate rose from my other daughter, but no cards......
So where am I in my life today?
Loving doing the radio show :-) it's given me something new to do and learn, new people to meet and a lot of self esteem. It's lovely to be told I sound good on the radio and today was told I had a sexy voice - lol!!!
Work - well....... I've indicated my wish for redundancy to my boss. I was surprised at how easy it was to say it, but also her reaction suggested to me that it had already been discussed at a senior level! We won't find out the planned changes until end of March early April but if they do let me go, the earliest I would probably leave is towards the end of the year. It's a scary thought but it would mean I could do more with the radio station and other things. I could travel more and also walk more. Sadly with the radio show I'm not able to walk with my group so much. I desperately need to find a way of going for walks. I have found another group but the walks are only once a month.
I took myself off to get accredited with something called Belbin. I really enjoyed doing it and further convinced me I need a change.
At the beginning of the year I started a diary where I am trying to put at least one positive thing in each day - some days it is hard to find something :-(
I found out through my sister in law that my ex husband has a wedding date confirmed for April next year.,that knocked me back a bit. It seems like one daughter thought she might of known and the other was as surprised. So something else to not look forward to...... The ex in laws apart from the one are pretty much ignoring me now. That is hard especially as I pretty much grew up with them.
I've been fortunate to be able to go and see a few shows over the last few weeks.mthat has been nice :-) and I'm dancing again in our next theatre show. I was a little disappointed that I didn't get the part I went for.
I went to a funeral of an old friend from the theatre group my ex and I met in. It was a sad occasion as she was a lovely lady but it was nice meeting with some old friends again.
I had a surprise visit from one of my nephews whom I hadn't seen for over a year - that was lovely :-)
Ho hum well life continues....oh I forgot to mention that the guy I met via the dating site is not really communicating with me anymore. We met twice and he said he'd like to meet again but nothing....I sent him a note to say that was fine but I'd prefer to know and then he sends a friendly email ignoring that. Since I responded a week ago he has not got back to me. I obviously not.very desirable......sigh :-(
